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sakunosuke 'hes not dead hes sleeping' oda ([personal profile] odasaku) wrote in [community profile] cartesianism2018-10-27 09:20 pm

week 4 afterparty

[ well, that was definitely A Trial.

however, oda understands that everyone must be feeling a little heavy, considering the death of someone like jughead and whatever bullshit dazai said earlier.

so, at everyone's door is a note that says the following:

If you don't want to be alone, come to the diner.

There's food.


oda himself is at the diner, although there's no food on his table, nor is he being a very good host of a party. he's just sitting alone at a table next to a window, staring out of it in deep thought. ]
pursuitofdeath: (pic#12599288)

[personal profile] pursuitofdeath 2018-10-28 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
...it’s very strange. My behavior today wasn’t logical at all.

[Having feelings isn’t. He doesn’t know how. And despite his intellect it took him this long to see it...]

Those were... my feelings?

[....]
quickpersuader: (by the wind)

[personal profile] quickpersuader 2018-10-28 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh, Dazai.]

...Yes, I think it must be.
pursuitofdeath: (pic#12599276)

[personal profile] pursuitofdeath 2018-10-28 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
That is... a problem.

[Sorry but having a feeling is the most difficult thing that could have happened to him. It’s bad??? It’s defin causing trouble.]
quickpersuader: (the sky)

[personal profile] quickpersuader 2018-10-28 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Isn't that what you wanted?
pursuitofdeath: (pic#12599298)

[personal profile] pursuitofdeath 2018-10-28 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I... yes. I think so?

...it’s complicated.

I once tried to find that part of myself but— that was a long time ago. A lot has changed.

[Is he sure of anything he’s saying right now? No.]
quickpersuader: (Blown by)

[personal profile] quickpersuader 2018-10-29 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
But it sounds like you've found it now.