Huh? No, I --

[Not what he meant at all, but now that he has to clarify, he doesn't really want to.]

I get into bad mindsets sometimes. [A lot. All the time.] I was thinking maybe it'd be worth it to go further. Even if I died, I could still find a way to pass the information to you guys... like the dead are doing now.

[He shakes his head.]

I'm glad you were there.